I can no longer grieve for not having good looking boys in my school to feast for my eyes, anymore. Although this dissatisfaction makes me feel like there's no point going to school, this is just a trivial thing when I get to learn more about the nature of boys.

I still remembered when one of my classmate told me about a boy (quite charming and polite) actually had sex with a girl who was just a mere friend of his, I was astonished. I never thought he would do such a irresponsible thing, even if the girl seduced him first, he should have known what kind of relationship is suitable for such acts. Later on, I saw another boy who already has a beautiful girlfriend and he still flirts with other girls; I saw him hugging other girls and I felt really bad for his girlfriend. Next, I started to realize that some boys were actually texting/flirting with a few girls at the same time, and see which girl would accept him first. God, you call this love? They only care about looks. And most of the time they were strangers before texting each other, and then without any going through anything together, they became couples just by smsing (Boy: I love you, be mine; Girl: Ok.) and less than a week they start to kiss or even petting heavily. Recently, I've heard something worse and I swear all the fairy tales that followed me for years are damned. Boys, they gamble, just to see who has more charm to successfully win a girl. They just participate in these impudent activities for fun, and I have to admit that some girls are stupid. They really thought that the boys' honeyed words are true and some even happily boast about themselves being loved and full of happiness. And that's why happy moments fly. Just for a week or two, after getting all the advantages he wants from the girl, he says: Actually, I played you only, bye. Oh, another smashed heart.

Outrageous is the only word I can think up of.

I can no longer grieve for not having good looking boys in my school to feast for my eyes, anymore. Although this dissatisfaction makes me feel like there's no point going to school, this is just a trivial thing when I get to learn more about the nature of boys.

I still remembered when one of my classmate told me about a boy (quite charming and polite) actually had sex with a girl who was just a mere friend of his, I was astonished. I never thought he would do such a irresponsible thing, even if the girl seduced him first, he should have known what kind of relationship is suitable for such acts. Later on, I saw another boy who already has a beautiful girlfriend and he still flirts with other girls; I saw him hugging other girls and I felt really bad for his girlfriend. Next, I started to realize that some boys were actually texting/flirting with a few girls at the same time, and see which girl would accept him first. God, you call this love? They only care about looks. And most of the time they were strangers before texting each other, and then without any going through anything together, they became couples just by smsing (Boy: I love you, be mine; Girl: Ok.) and less than a week they start to kiss or even petting heavily. Recently, I've heard something worse and I swear all the fairy tales that followed me for years are damned. Boys, they gamble, just to see who has more charm to successfully win a girl. They just participate in these impudent activities for fun, and I have to admit that some girls are stupid. They really thought that the boys' honeyed words are true and some even happily boast about themselves being loved and full of happiness. And that's why happy moments fly. Just for a week or two, after getting all the advantages he wants from the girl, he says: Actually, I played you only, bye. Oh, another smashed heart.

Outrageous is the only word I can think up of.